I Seem To Be.....

By Erin Elaine


I seem to be
kind of young, a little naive.
I really am
so much more than age admits.
I seem to be
so distracted, so blind.
i really am
just dreaming. let me sleep.
i seem to be
kind of careless. i feel fine.
i really am
so overthinking. im confused.
i seem to be
okay with everything, just going along.
i really am
so confident with another plan.
i seem to be
sure of where i am
i really am
still unsure. im pretty young.
i seem to be
just happy on my own.
i really am
hungry for you to find me.
i seem to be
so complete and so at peace.
i really am
a little bit half full.
i seem to be
living life on the seams of this.
i really am
so content with where i am, in bliss.
i seem to be
so
so
sure....
i really am
praying for the answers.
i seem to be
growing up, every day.
i really am
a little girl forever.
and i seem to be
moving on.
really am
staying put.
i seem to be
looking for new roads.
i really am
sitting down in the middle of the one i'm on.
i seem to be
running fast.
but really, i'm
moving
so
slow now...
and i seem to
look only where i'm standing.
but really i
reach for the higher heights.
i seem to be
walking but
really i'm
runnning.
... slow me down...
because i seem to be
speeding up
and i really am
not ready for this.
and i seem to be
moving at the same pace
but really i'm
so much farther ahead.
but i seem so
far behind.
...slow me down.
because i seem to be
kind of young. a little naive.
i really am
so much more than age admits.
and i seem to be trying to reach those dreams.
but really
i'm scared to get there.
i seem to be
strong above my own two feet
i really am
reachign for your hand...
to support me.
i really am.
i really am.
i really am....
just a kid.
and all i need
is time.